Music : No Boundaries - Adam Lambert
Mood : Depressed );
Sigh. Everyone around me is talking about uni, uni and still uni, especially my labmates. They are discussing whether wanna continue study engineering course or try out on business courses. Everyone is applying for local uni, except me sitting at one corner looking at this computer of mine in the lab, hoping to see my GPA add in 1.0 more point to make it 3.8. One of my labmate asked me today which course am I applying for and in which uni, I told him I didn't apply as my points are not enough for local uni, he was stunned and embarrassed as he think that he had just ask a wrong question. I think I should be the one having his feelings and not him.
Accidentally overheard a conversation between one of my labmate and a lecturer today. The lecturer was helping her to clear her mind of which courses to study is a better choice for her and with her GPA, what kind of courses she can enter. I really envy her being able to get in a local uni with high chances than me, being able to talk about what courses available in the local uni with friends and lecturers. I was depressed when I think about it, and asking myself why I didn't study hard enough in the first place.
When they were talking about private uni, I overheard the fees was around 10k +++ to nearly 20k per year. I was shocked by the amount when I heard it. I started to panic and went to ask friends about it. Some told me not that expensive like the lecturer said, some said it was around there. If need my parents to pay that kind of amount for me to study, I rather don't further my studies. I rather they invest in my younger brother than in me, I see better potential in him.
I need advices. Advices from peoples who have experiences. Of course, I need friend's piece of advice too. I came up with 2 options. First,enter the society and work, maybe the company will send employees for upgrading. Second, study part time degree so that I'm able to work and pay for the fees. The second option will be a tougher road to walk.
Enlistment is just around the corner. I need to prepare myself for it. Be it hell or heaven, I just have to accept it. Friends are asking me why I didn't get a girlfriend for so long, I always tell them is because of NS. I saw & heard a lot of bad ending relationship when guys are serving NS, therefore I'm quite afraid of it too. And I also don't wanna be selfish to let a girl waiting me for 2 years, is not an easy task. I doubt there is any girl that has such patience to wait for a guy to serve finish his NS.If there's such a girl that has such patience and is still single, please tell me, I'll like to know her. (: So, now you guys know the reason behind it, please stop reminding me that I'm single for quite some time. It hurt at time when I receive such question. ):
Thanks for those who read till here, guess you all really do seriously read my blog. Please enjoy this song, No Boundaries by Adam Lambert. (:
" Chance is to fight for it, and not waiting for it to happen."
Music : Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Mood : Tired!!! ROAR!
Argh! Tired is the word for this whole week! Everyday is a tired day! Saturday & Sunday, I'm being asked down to help out over my family business factory. Waking up early in the morning is a killer, it's being ages I need to wake up at 6 in the morning already. Driving along the TPE highway almost doze me off with the speed of only 80km/hr. I NEED MORE SPEED! Too bad, my dad is beside me like a TP, watching over my speedometer, but he didn't help me to put up my P Plate, how great hur. Alright, enough of complaining, let's backtrack what I had did this week.
Thursday, I skipped school and I went swimming, that's all. (:
Friday, as usual, never fail to meet up the usuals on the Friday Night, let's just call ourselves, " It's Friday " man. (: We went to watch 14 Blades, I find it not bad, quite a nice show, worth watching, but I forgot the movie plot. =x
Saturday, met Mr. Oh to buy clothes for coming Chinese New Year. We both get ourselves a shoe from Pedro, and mine was sponsored by my aunt, although he was sponsored by his dad too, but he had to pay first and claim later. (: I love you Xiao Yi <3. Mr. Oh managed to get his Chu Yi clothes and I had bought all I need to. Dinner at Hong Kong Cafe @ Cinileisure, we were dead hungry and initially still wanna wait for Pilot Ng to have dinner together, but well, he PS-ED us, don't wanna talk about it already. We got "shot of the day" done by me.(:
It's SUNDAY, probably resting at home and wait for MONDAY BLUE. ):
"I'm probably just a substitute to you. When I'm in no use, I'm being chucked aside." Nice. I like. What a sentence. Sometime, I wonder am I dying soon, I always nose bleed, confirm is not due to heaty. After that headache came in, and I always get stomach flu at night if I'm outside. Guess my time left are not much. (:
I just need a shoulder to lean on, is that so hard?
" Each step takes courage, without knowing where's the finishing point. "
Sorry readers! I'm too busy this week that's why I haven't been blogging lately. I'm back! (:
Lets start with Sunday, went to have a haircut in the noon ( woot! love my new haircut. (: ) and went to buy paints with my sister to PAINT our rooms. Our room was initially with Orange colour but thanks to my dear lovely younger sister, it's now in raspberry love colour. Yes, it's a colour of Love, but the process of painting wasn't a lovely one. Need to paint the wall with white colour wall sealer ( oil based ) before painting the raspberry love colour, if not the colour couldn't paint over with expected results, so was a double jobs!!! Painting sound fun, but it's tiring!!! Whats more is I had to go school in the day and came back home and continue painting till midnight, felt like a Bangala! I did this for 3 days, I finished my painting on Tuesday. (: I slept in the living room on Monday and Tuesday, it's SCARY! It's due to the War-Like condition of my room, I had no space to sleep so I moved to sleep in the living room for two days.
My sister took it when I'm having haircut. She wait for me there.sweet. (:
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AFTER CLEANING UP
Wednesday, went to Sakae Sushi @ Rivervale Mall for Shushi Dinner Buffet, an advanced birthday celebration for Kumfai. The second oldest in our class, this year 22, faster get PeiFang as your girlfriend please. (: Dinner was more on catching up with each others, as half of us are having FYP, the other half is doing IAP now. We are complaining to each other of our FYP & IAP. 2 more weeks to end all our poly life. (:
After Dinner, we went to Orchid Country Club to play bowling.(: It used to be our favorite past time, whenever we meet out. Bowling was fun. (:
Happy moments always end fast. But these happy moments will always stay in my memories. Whenever I'm down, I know there are still something for me to remember and cheer me up. I'm fixing all the happiness up into a jigsaw puzzle, but I'm still lack of some pieces to complete it, and that's you. (:
"You don't need everything to be in love, all you need is the heart that link with another one."
