Body's Glass Hour

Music : In Your Eyes - 杨丞琳&羅志祥
Mood : I had forgotten. (:

Is Sunday again! Time really don't wait for us, it had mind of it's own, won't stop for you just because you wanna enjoy a particular moment. Time is precious and uncontrollable.


Friday was a double celebrations. In the day, celebrated Selwyn's last day of FYP at Toa Payoh Lor 8, ate curry fish head recommended by Nicholas. Rate it with 3 stars and not really worth the money, it's quite expensive compare to others. Three lab mates left, the lab felt quite empty. The quietness make me feel like sleeping.


When the night fall, went to meet the usual to celebrate Pricilia's 20th Birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRIC! (: We decided on Fish Manhattan to dine in, the queue was super long and the waiting time was around 1 hour. After dinner, we didn't know where to go, the only suggestion was drinking! But due to some objections, we didn't go drink. So Prince Oh decided to show us his achievements of conquering the Mount Faber (some called it QIU MING SHAN!) We spent our night sitting at Henderson Wave Bridge and chit chat, mostly was SC telling us about NS and it reminded me that it's not far from me now. Gonna prepare myself to go in and be a MAN! Alright, shall let the photos do the talk. (:

 

  

Chinese New Year New Lobster Set Promotion, 1 for 1 !

Female toilet at mount faber. CLASS!

The Royal Treatment.

Trying out the new Binoculars. (:

The Backstreet Boys ( with girls )

Christmas is already over, birthday girl. (:

This photographer is good man. Good Take! (:

 

Not bad though not that good as previous one. (:

Saturday, went to meet my Mahjong Khakis, but Minami was not free, so there are only four of us that made up two pairs. We went to Marina Barrage to fly kites, took public transport there, it's been quite some time I take public transport already. As usual, there were always packed with teenagers and families, sights of happy moments everywhere. We failed to fly up our kites, the problem was lie with either the kites or ourselves. Seeing others kites flying up high in the sky making us envy them. Kites are like a relationship, release and pull back a bit when it's needed. If either ways are too much, it caused your kites to fly away or string to snap. Learn how to maintain. (:

In the night, went to Theodora's house for our Mahjong session, if we don't mahjong when we meet, we are not called Mahjong Khakis already. (: This time round, I won for the first time, even though not the biggest winner but still won quite alot. Thanks to the luck given by BY. (: I don't really felt good winning friend's money, looking at their face I totally understand how they felt, the feelings I always felt in the past. Look like my luck is turning better. I shall upload the photos in the this when it's upload by my friend. so stay tune. (:

The reflection.

 

I look like a Superstar! (:

 
 

  
 

I came back failing to fly the kite =x
 

The manual DSLR's Len (:
 

Goldfish is still better in water than air.
 

Smiles. (:
 

The Giant Snake Kite!

"Love is like a drug, it's addictive."

Cappuccino Loves

Music : 缺席 - 黄靖伦
Mood : unable to describe this feelings. (:

在一个下着雨的上午，我坐在一个靠着一片透明的窗户的咖啡屋，手里拿着一本萨市比亚的作书，桌上一杯卡布奇诺。雨水流下那窗，把户外的景物看起来有一点模糊，令人感觉有一点像在一个瀑布后的情景。读着一本能令人领悟爱情和人生的道理，再来一口浓浓的牛奶咖啡。这种没有办法形容的感觉，是我一直想尝试的，可是一直找不到那样的咖啡屋。


有人说，爱情就像一杯卡布奇诺，那么的甜美和浓厚，我想那个对我说的人因该是萧雅轩。因为她唱过那首歌名叫“卡布奇诺 ”。

"Love is just like a cup of cappuccino, the sweetness of the milk can overcome the bitter taste of the coffee, just like how loves change a person life, the feeling of blessing and loved."

Ghosts everywhere

Music : 21 Guns - Green Day
Mood : holding back.

Had been reading ghost stories online for the whole day, I can't move on with my project because the teacher who can help me didn't come today. I was quite scared out when I read some of those scary post, my imaginations ran wild and I started to scare myself out when I'm alone in the toilet.

Accompanied Theodora & Charmaine for breakfast today, I felt so young standing beside them. Both of them just like aunties, gossip and gossip. I can sense 'big sister' aura whenever I'm with them. =x

I don't like the 'hanging there' feelings. Changes differences are so big, got to get used to it. I'm trying my best.

I felt quite relieved after my supervisor came and see my progress today. I told him I don't have enough time to send my design for manufacturing, as it takes up to 3 weeks for the board to be done. My design still debugging so I couldn't finish this week and I'm left with 3 weeks. Even the board is ready on week 12, I don't have enough time to solder and test it. So he told me is okay, I just need to finish the design and present to him what he want. After hearding this, I totally can feel the stress & pressures lifted off from me. HAPPY! (((::: (P:

"I'm trying to protect you from getting hurt, but you didn't know I'll get hurt." 

Communications

Music : 最幸福的事 - 梁文音
Mood : Dreaming

I'm quite into twitter recently, I spammed my thoughts, vented my angers, said what I wanna tell you, described my feelings at some point of time, communicated with friends that usually don't talk in msn. Communications are virtue. I'm impressed by how those communication's tools can link peoples who don't usually talk back together. Examples like Facebook, Friendster, Twitter and maybe some others I yet to discover.


Today seem to be a ring ring day for me, I was surprised by the the amount of peoples called me today. Usually it always stay still and silent on the table, so each time the phone rang, I was shocked. Keep it up the good jobs peoples, we need to communicate. (:


Last night, my dad asked me about my further studies when he just reached home. I stunned for 3 seconds and still can't answer him back. At that 3 seconds, I really want to find a hole and hide myself in. A lot of answers flashed through my mind, but none of them were suitable for that situation. I need to be honest, I told myself in my heart. When I decided to say the truths, my dad seem to be able to see the answer on my face expressions and diverted the conversation to another direction. I'm glad that you understood me, but I'm really guilty that I didn't managed to reach your expectations on me. But can you give me another two years time to think and plan what I wanna do after my NS, whether is to continue my study career or get into the society and work, I hope you can support me. (:


Putting down everything just like the story of "The King's New Dress". I'll drop down all my armors and shield, so that I'm defenseless. I won't make myself hard to get close with, so get close with me. (:



I remember at somewhere,sometime,someone told me "I don't need love". (:

Superman-ed! (:

"Love need courage, do you have?"

I thought, but...

Music : Breathe - Taylor Swift Feat. Colbie Caillat
Mood : changing like the weather.

Read X's blog, thanks for the piece of advice for me. Read J's blog, curious to know what happened. Read B's blog, normal post. Read W's blog, I like the photo caption. Read S's blog, glad to know you enjoy yourself. Read H's blog, i think you don't suit curly hair too. Read's SS's blog, as always, still the same you. Waiting for C's blog to update.

Things don't revolve around me the way I want it. Thoughts are drifting away from how it should look like. Truths are starting to float up the surface slowly. Situations are getting harder to control. Difficulties don't seem to be able to solve it. What is real, what is fake, I already don't know how to differentiate it. I had forgotten how to love and the feeling of being loved.

Week 9 of FYP, 3 more weeks to go. The pressures and stress I'm facing now are really out of bound. I need miracle to happen.

"I lost the key to my heart, will you help me find it?"

I'm in love with the sun

Music : 老实讲 - 羅志祥
Mood : sleepy.

Yawn.. Just woke up from a lazy afternoon nap, but I'm still feeling sleepy. ): I was feeling tired today because yesterday I had a healthy activities with the usual five in the morning but an unhealthy activity at night. Went Pulau Ubin in the morning yesterday, weather was so good, sky was so clear till late afternoon the weather turned abit cloudy. Cycled the whole island, discover every single part of it, except the bike trail only half way, because it was really dangerous and tiring with the slopes. A few incident happened like one side of WH's bike peddle came off, SH almost get into an accident when going down slope, BY ride and bang onto plant, SC couldn't brake off in time and get himself into a no-cycling area. Every part of it was planted in my memories, laughters, smiles, worries, excitement.



Dinner was at at my house, hope you guys enjoy the foods cooked by my mum. (:


Night was a drinking session again. I can sense that the routine is coming back again. ):


Here are some photos captured at Pulau Ubin,

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I personally like this photo, its funny.

 

Hope you guys really enjoy yourself on the trip of this short getaway. (:

"I say, I walk, I see, I left."

Bus stop

Music : 3 - Britney Spears
Mood :  COLD!

I bet everyone is familiar with Bus Stop. It can be seen everywhere in Singapore. For students like us, bus stop is our daily visit place. We take bus to school and take bus back home too. How many of you really take a serious look at the bus stop. Many will think that it's just a normal shelter and the bus will stop infront of the shelter, that's all. Think carefully, actually bus stop is where every couple date out place.

Couples sitting down at the bus stop and waiting for the bus to arrive. They hold hands, chit chat, peck each other cheek, hug and taking self shots. The guy will tend to send the girl home by accompanying them to take the same bus, leaving behind the bus stop with sweet memories.

Sitting in the bus, looking outside of the window, craving every single tree, building, road, park in the memories. You will find out you will be familiar with the way home, the most familiar memories which you can't forget for life.

Let's recall those bus stop memories that was lying beneath our memories... those laughters... with our love ones... with our friends... A simple bus stop, a smaller part of memories in our daily life and a greater bonding was found. (:

"Let my loves accompany for the rest of  your life."

Toilet

Music : Monster - LadyGaGa
Mood : feeling great.

What a toilet day man! I've been going toilet like don't know how many times already. Let me share with you guys one incident when I were walking to the toilet. I saw a plastic bag with KOI bubble milk tea in it hanged on the door knob at the backdoor of a tutorial lecture room. I were thinking, which boy so good buy bubble tea for her girlfriend from Ang Mo Kio. While I walk nearer the door, I saw a girl hiding at a blind spot of the corridor. At first I didn't think much about why a girl will stand there alone. After that I saw a guy coming out of the class and walk toward the backdoor, while the toilet is infront. So, I didn't care much and I went into the toilet. After a while, the guy came in with the bubble tea in his hand, then I get to know that the bubble tea was bought by the girl. How fortunate is that guy to has a girl who is good to her, whether they are together or maybe is still in the process of getting together. This is totally a sweet thing to do, it also reminded me of certain things I did in the past too. I was also thinking, why that girl don't want to pass it to him personally and want to hang it on the doorknob. Is it she is too shy to face him? or maybe she don't wanna disturb him? watching him from far make her feel is enough already? That guy should really feel fortunate with such a good girl chasing him. Life is alway unfair, others have, WHY I DON'T HAVE?! This is destiny, everyone of us have different destiny. Some are born to be loved, others are born to love hard on others but with no return.

"Love someone for who they are and is not change them to who you love."

Work

Music : 习惯就好 - 罗志祥
Mood : Suppressing it.

For peoples who are curious that what kind of project I'm working on, this is the one. It may look kinda complicated to peoples who are not an engineer students but it is really complicated!

"Only your love are able to make me go crazy over you."

Restart

Music : 终于说出口 - 小宇
Mood : Happy (:

If I'm able to forget everything just getting hit by a wooden plane on the back of my head, I'm willing to do it. Forget those unworthy, sad, bad, hatred and love memories, remember only family and friends. It's just like a restart button we always press in a game. But I know is impossible, why not I think of how to improve myself, than complaining? (:


Today, a lecturer of mine was telling us about future. He told us that if we can't get in with local uni, it doesn't mean we have to end your study career. We must keep upgrading ourselves with knowledge & skills, never stop learning. If grades are not good enough for local uni, there are private schools and overseas uni to study our interests. Study as much as possible when we are still young, even if we are old, keep upgrading ourselves with knowledge and skills. Mr lee really give me a tight slap on my face after hearing his talk. I WANNA STUDY! (:


Channel 8, 9pm new casting show, the female lead inside, Yang Xiao Dong. OMGOSH! She is definitely my ideal girlfriend! She is so filial to elders and she has really nice characteristic. She like a guy for very long, record her confession every night which reaches thousands. She tell that guy she like him, but he don't believe her.  She is so initiative, this is a good point for girls. She try ways to cheer the person she like. She had a good temper, when she was being scolded, she still can smile and make the situation don't look so bad. Why don't have such a girl around me !!!


Chatted with Theo on the phone just now. Both of us were talking about problems that we both are having now. Our situation was quite alike. We didn't ask for it, it just happened like this. Sometimes is better to end it earlier, than hurting each other more in later part. So make it clear with each other and don't let others have the wrong signal that you sent off. (:


By the way, here are some drawing I did when I'm in school. Enjoy (:

My Logo. (:

Old's Loves (Inspired from the taiwan draman "Kiss again 2") (:

The Outstanding One.

I'm interested in Art when I'm a kid. I used to take part in drawing competitions when I'm small. I always get good grades for my Art subject. That's potential inside me. (:

" Shakespeare said: To be or not to be, that's a question. "

How i wish...

Music : Take Me Back -Tincy Stryder Ft. Taio Cruz
Mood : decided.

I was looking back at those old photos just now, it really make me laugh at those foolish shots my friends and I did. It was totally memorable and unforgettable ones. That time we were really having lots of fun and laughter was never ending. How we used to celebrate one another birthday. How we go outing as in a big group. First two years was really a blast, but it was the third year that caused us to be separated. It was a year for everyone to choose different path that we wish to walk on. This was when we know we can't be that united as how we used to be. Meeting new friends in different road we chose, some left, some stay. This only show how fragile our bonding was, maybe it was never strong. I never regret knowing you bunch of great guys. I learnt alot of things from you all, each and everyone had different skills & characteristic for me to learnt. Most of you are older than me, therefore I believed the experiences will be much better than mine. 


How I wish we are like the past, the past when we are together as one...

look at my malay friend from 7th to 9th. he was asleep at 9th. LOL

"I'm sorry, I have to go."

Mistake

Music : Take it off - Kesha
Mood : block nose!

It's Sunday again! Time really flies fast. Each Sunday is coming real fast every week. Time for me to recall what I did this week again...




Friday, didn't went to school because my friend told me this when I ask "should I go school?", " No, MC means stay at home and rest, is stupid to go school, when you excuse letter from the doctor!" This is true, no one can say anything when you have MC, look how great is MC, can I have a booklet of it doctor *wink* ? So was another stay at home in the day. I woke up in the morning finding myself alone at home, my mum wasn't at home so mean thats no breakfast & lunch serve. My sister later told me in MSN that my mum was working, will be home after 3pm. I was super hungry and I'm super lazy to go out of my house just to buy foods if some of you realise. So I tested another my friend of mine when I'm in a hungry status, " Do you know what are friends for?" She knew my intention of asking this question and agreed to buy foods for me. Of course, I'm not that bad to make her buy for me food, was just merely asking only. SO, once again, Chef Ong stepped in the kitchen and cooked a plate of simple fried rice. I also warmed up the foods that was leftover yesterday as side dishes. I love cooking, but I hate the cleaning up parts. Being a good boy, I help my mum to wash the piles of plates & cups she left last night and boil water. She seem happy when she saw the emptiness at the basin, somehow felt her "thank you" from her eyes. (:


AND I thought it will be a peaceful Friday till this friend told me, he received his posting and was promoted to Sergent. Therefore, being a nice and good friend, I gathered friends for celebration, of course since it was a promotion, so was his treat *wink*. We went to Bulldog at Serangoon Garden to hold the celebration. I learnt not to take any medications when you are going drink. I must be crazy. My head was spinning whole night, I was having a hard time to get hold of myself. The effects of drowsiness from the medicines and the alcohol combination were enough to send me to a GOOD NIGHT SLEEP, but I didn't. Mentally forcing myself not to, but physically I'm done for it already.


DID I told you I have one friend who is like an elder sister to me. Waking up in the next morning seeing an indirect caring message in the phone from her make me smile. I always ask her to help me analysis my situation and she will guide me along as I believe she has better experience than me. How I hope I really have an elder sister or brother to care for me. ):


Saturday, went to Ivin, a Nonya restaurant to had our dinner. As usual, the restaurant is always packed with peoples in the weekend, so we had our dinner at around 9pm when we met at around 730pm. What a late dinner, but I wasn't hungry as I had my lunch at 3 plus after I came back from swimming. After dinner, we went to our so call Leisure Club named by a friend. We play pool there, watch tv shows and do our physical training for guys there too! I'm having body ache now.


I guess I had too high expectations on you that make you seem far away from me. I shall leave without any trace of hopes behind because it didn't even start in the first place. Tell me I'm just thinking too much myself and I will leave in silent. Please don't come and shake this determination again. It is not strong.


I love garlic, I love peoples who care and concern for me, I love initiative peoples, I love mature thinking peoples, I love seeing message when I woke up, I love to cook, I love to swim, I love to suntan, I love to drive, I love to laugh, I love to play, I love to party, I love to .............. Out of so many loves, I love you the most. (:




I need a new look. A completely turnover one. That can turn me bad. (:

p.s: those friends I mentioned above should know who they are if you are reading it. (:

"Only you are able to make me goes wrong."

Drugs

Music : 安静了- S.H.E
Mood : undecided

My mum had been asking me to seek a doctor since last night, I'm still like a kid in her eyes, never stop worrying for me. So I went to see a doctor this morning, and I got myself a 2 days MC. The doctor drugged me with the medicines. After I took the medicines, I felt drowsy and sleepy, so I slept the whole afternoon. When I woke up, it feel like all my fatigues on my body had been lifted, just like reborn. I think it was really a good thing to fall sick in a while, able to rest, able to let your mother to care and concern for you again. The only part that is bad about being sick, is the suffering and pain parts to bear with. Other than that, everything is okay. I'm able to lie on the bed whole day, watch TV shows that I keep don't have the chance to since school started. I'm able to see my younger brother and sister come home from school, as I'm always the one who came home late. Come and think about it, I really didn't stay at home one whole day for quite sometime already.


Watched 娱乐百分百 this evening and I'm reminded that this year is a special year. Valentine Day & Chinese New Year Day 1 fall on the same day.  It is really a very rare date. Those who get to be together on that day, will be blessed and their loves will be lasting forever and ever. Don't miss the chance, confess to your love one on that day!


Am I thinking too much?

"Show me your loves and I will sure you mine."

Cries

Music : 每日一句 - 黄靖伦
Mood :  Terrible sick, dying soon... in pain!

Attended last day of Selwyn's mother's funeral wake at noon, skipped FYP's lunch time. The moment his mother was gonna push into the furnace, mostly everyone broke down and cried non stop. Those tears are real, was from deep in the heart. Those voices are sorrowing, cause is the last time you gonna call that person name. Those emotions moved me, really it did.


Sniffing & sneezing whole day in the lab. The entire lab was filled with my sound, i felt so irritated by it. I was having headache whole day too. I'm not going to school tomorrow to disturb my lab mates, think they can't concentrate due to the noise pollutions I made. Oh~rest well my body, I told myself. (:

"I'm willing to tell you 'I Love You' everyday, to make sure you feel loved."

flu

Music : Tick Tok - Kesha
Mood : feeling sick. ):

*sniff,sniff* Argh! I'm down with flu thanks to Elgin, Qiwen, Theodora. I shared drinks with them last Sunday and three of them are all sick-man at that time. Being brave, I did such a foolish thing to share with them. Shall have a limit for my braveness already, thanks to it, I'm suffering now with runny nose, itchy throat and headache.


Finally I made some progress in my FYP today, all thanks to Ms Ong who helped me in CadStar. I'm done with the PCB design layout, now I still need to solve those errors before I can route them up. My supervisor want me to finish the design by this week. He only know how to order people around and he doesn't know about the programs I'm using. Say for him is easy, do for him is hard. But I didn't put it in heart, I'm used to his attitudes.

"I'm able to find you in the crowd, because my eyes only have you."

non-stop hit

Music : Super Girl -Super Junior-M
Mood : calm

I haven't been posting since last Thursday.Reason was because I was too tired to post last few days.Last three days were a burst to me, money out, energy out, physically & mentally defeated.Well, I still enjoyed my weekends despite how expensive the activities and tiredness it was. (:

Lets start with last Friday, I took part in the NYP open house this year.I was chosen by teacher this year, who I'm not sure who was it. I didn't reject this event, partly was because I'm able to skip FYP during open house but also I wanted to give some contributions to NYP since it was my last year. (:


During open house, I was teamed up with 2 juniors from my course year 1, a girl & a boy.The girl name was Karin ( i think so, or kailing ) and the guy call Jack ( if I didn't remember wrongly ). She was a lively,cheerful,active girl with bangs hairstyle and always put on a smiley face. She love MacDonald very much and she live at Bukit Panjang. She used to be in Band in her secondary school. She is always late for lessons.She carried a colourful poker dots with white base dickie bag.She had a small body build.She suit jean very well, with her slim legs.I love her long hairs with the bangs.(:As for Jack, I think I had forgotten how to describe him, but I know he is from China, Mengu( I think so ).



As for Saturday, I went swimming & suntanning in the early afternoon and later part in the noon, to Selywn's mother funeral with Nicholas, Alvin, ShenXin and after that Hanwen & Columbus came. The moment I received a sms from SX and knew that Selywn's mother had passed away. I totally mood changed, especially last week, I just wrote the post for mother letter. I totally can feel how he felt. His mother died at the age of 45 which is the age of Singapore. She died from cancer in the hospital around Saturday morning 5am. I heard from Selywn that his mother had illness since she was 19. Imagine how much his father love his mother, despite knowing she had a weak body at that time. He want her to be his wife, no matter how hard their road gonna be. Love need courage.


So after attending the funeral, I rushed back home and get change to meet the usual 6, Weihao, ShuiCheng, Jaclyn, Baoying, Pricilia for partying at Rebel. That I didn't ate my dinner due to lost of appetite after attending the funeral and I still drank a flaming shot & tequila pop with SC in the condition of an empty stomach. Never ever gonna drink with an empty stomach again, totally killed me with the pains at the gastric. Party was still fun, but they were not high enough, guess they didn't drank enough or maybe clubbing really not their type I guess the place was too complicated for them. Rebel was full of aunties & uncles that night, totally can't feel the youth's air inside. No more Rebel, time to try Butter Factory and Double O. I hardly say no to party, cause I love party. (:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Lastly, Sunday, Theodora invited us to her house to play Mahjong and steamboat for dinner over her place. Meet Theodora, Elgin, Qiwen at AMK Hub in the late noon to shop for the steamboat's ingredients. This was my first to shop for steamboat's ingredients, luckily Theodora bought a food list for guidelines. The process was fun and enjoyable, now I know is not easy to shop for those ingredients. We were all greenhorn on how to choose pig's parts, know the freshness of vegetables and the amount we needed for 11 peoples share that included Theo's families. We headed straight back to Theo's house for MJ session. They totally can't wait to suck my blood dry, I swear. I thought New year, new luck, but I'm wrong, my luck was even worse than last year. Just finished one direction ( Dong ), I lost 13 buck, not even a round, I lost that much. Luckily Eli came and saved me from those devils. His arrival, mean is time for dinner. He came just for the steamboat and he gonna book in camp at 930pm that night. After steamboat, we played DaiDee while Eli left us. After a few rounds, we went off because Qiwen need to study for her math test which is today.


I had great peoples surrounding me. It was all fates that I'm able to meet them all in my life. I hope to meet more great peoples and make more friends who are nice.Recently, my emotions and feelings are getting more and more calm. It's so calm that I start to doubt myself. I'm not that lively & playful like usual. I think I know whats going on inside me, but I didn't know it was such a great impact on me. I hope this is only temporary and I'm able to get back to my old self. I miss myself. );

"Cherish your love before it is gone and you won't regret it."