Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Communications

Music : 最幸福的事 - 梁文音
Mood : Dreaming


I'm quite into twitter recently, I spammed my thoughts, vented my angers, said what I wanna tell you, described my feelings at some point of time, communicated with friends that usually don't talk in msn. Communications are virtue. I'm impressed by how those communication's tools can link peoples who don't usually talk back together. Examples like Facebook, Friendster, Twitter and maybe some others I yet to discover.


Today seem to be a ring ring day for me, I was surprised by the the amount of peoples called me today. Usually it always stay still and silent on the table, so each time the phone rang, I was shocked. Keep it up the good jobs peoples, we need to communicate. (:


Last night, my dad asked me about my further studies when he just reached home. I stunned for 3 seconds and still can't answer him back. At that 3 seconds, I really want to find a hole and hide myself in. A lot of answers flashed through my mind, but none of them were suitable for that situation. I need to be honest, I told myself in my heart. When I decided to say the truths, my dad seem to be able to see the answer on my face expressions and diverted the conversation to another direction. I'm glad that you understood me, but I'm really guilty that I didn't managed to reach your expectations on me. But can you give me another two years time to think and plan what I wanna do after my NS, whether is to continue my study career or get into the society and work, I hope you can support me. (:


Putting down everything just like the story of "The King's New Dress". I'll drop down all my armors and shield, so that I'm defenseless. I won't make myself hard to get close with, so get close with me. (:



I remember at somewhere,sometime,someone told me "I don't need love". (:


Superman-ed! (:
"Love need courage, do you have?"

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