Week 6

Music : 如果沒有你 -蕭敬騰
Mood : Restless.

Week 6 presentation was over in the noon, totally a gone case. I was being asked questions that i can't answer, this mean i didn't done my research well and my supervisor was partly at fault too. Neither did he guide me along nor check on my progress often, he was just doing his own stuff till i ask him for help. Yes, he did help, but his help didn't really add on anything to the progress. I already given up hopes on him to guide me, shall count on myself from here onward. Need to really buck up already, despite I'm affected by the presentation. My mood and thought were disrupted. I'm really like a stray dog stalking on the road, don't know where to go, stop and rest when I'm tired of walking, eat whatever i can find on the street. One word,"Lost". 


Luckily, SC bought us out to dessert just now at Ice Cube and saw Lynette with a caster on his left leg there. Hope your leg recover soon.(: I thought mood got better, but it didn't. Did something unintentionally and caused a friend to be angry with me. I thought was a misunderstanding, but... no point explaining further, shall leave it there then. Learnt not to be too close with peoples that are not willing to be close with you. As you are with a closer terms with others, you will tend to be more yourself, but didn't thought of how others feeling and doing wrong things at sometimes. Human beings have alot of species, each species have different kind of personalities, most of them are defensive. Alright, time to go back to how it used to be, put a stop to it and moved to next step, evolution.

Tree represents a life.

Tomorrow will be a new start of my school life, no more always sleep in lab, doing nothing on project but surfing net Edmund, gonna be a striving to complete the project Edmund. No longer want to be giving in that much to others, peoples tend to take it for granted. I believe it takes two hands to clap, but why am I the one giving in always ? When others are upset, I still need to pleased them, but when I'm upset, I don't see others come and pleased me. Yes, maybe there are, but most of time is another way round again after they cheer me up, they are upset again, i still need to cheer them up when I'm still not over it yet. This chain is going round and round. Just leave me alone and I'll be fine after awhile, I promise.

p.s: from now on, I'll try to write my own blog quote, won't be getting from the net.

"If love is all about getting hurt, than I rather don't get hurt."